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One day I woke up!

I woke up out of my haze of pity, despair, loneliness and selfishness.

I couldn’t believe that Kenzie tolerated me for so long.  As long as I can remember, I have always had some type of drama and she always had a listening ear.

Through all of  my horrible relationships, money problems and bad hair day breakdowns, my patient friend kept quiet about her miscarriages, diagnosis with cervical cancer and her demotion at work.

I feel ashamed.

I don’t deserve her. But I am not going to throw myself another pity party.  I am going to celebrate my friend for all she is to me.

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